Sunday, March 18, 2007

Since Uni Started...

started uni for 3 weeks d =) and the downside to it is that..i've THREE assignments (already) consecutively due in a week's time..and its all rather "new"....

but to start off this blog... here's a random story...happened not long ago =)

i was jus sitting on the library lawn, minding my own business and eating my lunch..and enjoying the last few sunshines of the summer..when this guy appeared in my line of sight..and chose a spot about 10feet infront of me.. he took out a piece of paper-like thing...in a quick movement he added more stuff on the paper.. then he started rolling it into a cylinder shape - the next thing you know he's puffing away on a brand-new home-made ciggy.. LOL... i know i know i havent seen much of these stuff - so forgive my surprise... but man - smoking weed in the middle of the day - in the middle of nowhere?!!?!? hahaha... that guy really made my day..in a way..it was hilarious... but on a more sombre note, its sad that ppl get so used to smoking (weed or not)... ahh...

plus - i've gotta add... it's gonna be a bomb for most of youse who knew me from a long time ago... I DROPPED MUSIC =) but i've gotta say..it was a surprise to me as well... the story goes...we had this practical class where we had to perform...and when i heard my classmate play, mann they had this passion for the music they were playing that i could not, for the life of me, find it deep inside of me...they truly liked and enjoyed the music they were playing when i looked inside and discovered that i could not honestly say i loved classical music..or jazz music for that matter.. don't get me wrong, i still thank God for the gift of music He's given me...and i'm still gonna serve Him in church and in whatever situation He places me in..but as far as doing it "professionally" in terms of doing a Uni Degree in it, that just doesn't resound in my spirit/soul/mind/body! so there u go... that's the story...and right now i cant officially change my degree yet, so still doing a bachelors of music, but my subjects are in history, politics, globalisation and jewish studies... stuff i like... but i reckon it's bit tough - as in difficult to digest and regurgitate =.= it's a relieft to leave behind the "burden"..of having the expectation that im gonna do music.. =)

but in a way..it leaves a kinda gap..my identity has been tied up with the notion of music all this while..i guess its time to get away from it huh.. =) that's all for now......

loves,hugses...
-Ange-

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