the war of two worlds

how is it possible to tame the wild beast of man? the thing which I desire to do, I do not do; yet what I want not to do, I do. Paul was incredibly insightful when he wrote that. It's just so like man to resist what he knows he has to do, and be drawn to what he does not want to do. Are we separate creatures inhibiting the same physical space termed "homo sapien"? the conditions of surrender are terrible, yet to keep on fighting... for a moment of respite... "hope" is what we term this moment of respite isn't it...hoping for something that's more than what we see now...knowing that what we have now is temporal - another 65 years and time is up...it's not really morbid - just putting things into perspective for myself... to know what matters and what doesn't? to know that surrendering means 65 years of respite and timeless separation from hope...that's a good reason to fight ont isn't it...? He fought hard during His time on earth, and learned obedience from the things He suffered...He fought the ultimate fight that I need not fight the last battle against Death...now that is Hope-